“I’m that asshole middle class white male in the feminism classes – because all gender courses are just feminist courses – who just says shit to make the feminazis feel smart and important when they get mad at me.”
I absolutely positively do not want to go to the gym today, but I have to since I have an appointment with my trainer at 9. Why in the hell did I agree to go so late? :< It's not the time that really bugs me (although I'll start nodding off around 10), but it's the drive home. Woeeee. I hate driving.
But at least I am forcing myself to drive so I can get some sort of practice, and that having a trainer actually forces me to go to the gym.
It is so hard to get me to go to the gym on days like this when I have no desire to (and sometimes Detectives Benson and Stabler win me over and I wind up watching Law and Order all night) but when I'm actually there, I feel as if there's nowhere else I'd rather be. I'm tired as fuck and everything is sore and I think I'm going to die, but all I can think to do is to run past everything. They say that dreams are made up of clips and scenes that your eyes saw during the day but didn't process that your brain tries to make sense of during the night. Well, for me, running is when my brain takes all the things I don't want to think about during the day and puts them in order for me as I run. I don't consciously do it, but I know that as soon as I'm walking out of the gym, I know that I feel a thousand times better than from when I walked in. The runner's high is amazing.
Want to know what else is amazing? My ass, from all that running. Ohhhhhhhhhhh! Haha. Seriously though, my ass is great. It's always been great, but now that it's tightened from the exercise it looks even better. Ahahahahaha. :D
Ugh. I guess I'm heading to the gym now even though it's dark and gross =x
Edit:
This is totally relevant. I also want to go buy a pair of Nikes, for the sheer awesomness that is this ad campaign. (Click to embiggen)
(Cross-Posted from the Tumblr, since I am lazy and still pissed.)
And it will run me $100 every month. Holy shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiet. I’ve been bumming off the state’s 75% discount every month for the past four years or so and I’ve been clueless as to how much bus passes actually cost now that the state no longer provides the discount. Holy frick. I wish going green (or whatever the new trend is) was cheaper u_u
I’m just going to buy a bike, you guys. Shiiiet.
There are few things I like more in life than being in the passenger’s seat of L’s car while he’s going swerving in and out of traffic at 80+, chasing after the moon, and listening to music with the bass so loud that it’s rewired my heartbeat to the music.
Switching servers was easy enough, but moving files was a pain in the butt. I think I need a new ftp program. I tried out Firezilla the other night but . . I couldn’t work my way around it. I’ve been using the Firefox extension thus far and last night it kept kicking me off and it didn’t even transfer most of the files properly. Or maybe it did, but since it was 1:30 am and I was tired (gone are the days where I’ll laugh at you for being a weaksauce for going to bed before 2), I probably messed up. What happened to all of the other programs out there? @_@
Most of the links to the blog won’t work :B I can’t tell if it’s because I’m just super impatient to wait for all the domain stuff to settle or because the files required for the links to work never transferred. . .
