So I’m talking to him and the conversation gets pretty serious. At least, as serious as it could get for two strangers who don’t know each other well.
Sometimes I like to replay the scene in my head, to make sure I’ve said all I needed to. That I’ve got the words down right, so to avoid confusion or be able to better elaborate the next time. So in my head I’m going over our conversation when he says something that derails all my own logic and I can’t for the life of me remember how I replied.
Did I laugh it off? Did I say “I don’t care?” Did I switch the topic? Or was I honest and said something to the extent of “I don’t need to know, but I’m yours to talk to if you want to tell me. I know what I feel and I like you as you are now”?
God please let me have said that and not something stupid.