Just for today, I would have really liked it if you tried to talk to me instead of being too tired / too frustrated and just leaving. Everything just really sucks right now and I wish that you didn’t ask such ridiculous small-talk questions on topics that neither of us care too much about (and that I’ve already answered) and just, I guess, listened.

I know I’ve been kind of distant and hard to talk to these days, but you’re not exactly the most comforting person to be around. And that’s cool, because I have friends who are. But right now I just really need you and you’re not here.