So I’m talking to him and the conversation gets pretty serious. At least, as serious as it could get for two strangers who don’t know each other well.
Sometimes I like to replay the scene in my head, to make sure I’ve said all I needed to. That I’ve got the words down right, so to avoid confusion or be able to better elaborate the next time. So in my head I’m going over our conversation when he says something that derails all my own logic and I can’t for the life of me remember how I replied.
Did I laugh it off? Did I say “I don’t care?” Did I switch the topic? Or was I honest and said something to the extent of “I don’t need to know, but I’m yours to talk to if you want to tell me. I know what I feel and I like you as you are now”?
God please let me have said that and not something stupid.
I think you should seriously consider dating me.
No really, think about it.
I’m generally very friendly towards everybody. I’m approachable. I’m the girl you can tell your secrets to who you can trust won’t tell the world. I’m the girl you can come to when you have bad days who’ll listen to your problems and won’t press you for details unless you want to talk about them. I’ll listen to everything you want to tell me and won’t ask for more, in case you’re uncomfortable. I’m also very honest. Sometimes I’m brutally honest, and I apologize in advance for that. I’ve got nothing to hide, and you can hunt down my archives all over the internet for that. My past, for what stupid and embarassing things I’ve done are up for review and I take no shame in admitting it.
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CGM: Thanks for the informative presentation!
(This was about the fourth time I’ve been through the same understanding-how-to-use-the-library class)
Me: Yeahs! Seriously! It’s only been the fourth time I’ve heard the presentation! *eyerolleyerolleyeroll*
CGM: Wasn’t she great? :3
Me: Oh. You weren’t being sarcastic?
Note to self: No amount of cute clothes can save you from acting like a total retard.
